31 december 2008

The clock is tiking
The sun is rising
Everybody is rushing
and I feel like dying..

submission in 2 hours time..

doubling

我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨
我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨 我很惨

What's the point of spreading this everywhere?
To gain sympathy from ur target(s)?
or just showing what a tragic u are?
If things really happen against your will
think twice (double it up, isn't it ur signature?)
Who's the 1 that is problematic?
I need to brain wash u while u are busy brainwashing others
people dun isolate u for no reason

"He didn't talk bad about you guys while he was with us."
*cough*
Of coz! You think he is as stupid as you?

just

its too congested inside
some house keeping is needed
is it this way or the other way round?
lets see who makes the cut and
who drown miserably

everybody has their own right and perspective
in choosing what suits them the best
i can't deny ur thought
and u can't deny mine
you may think we are together, but we are already parting ways.
parting is just a part of our life
just adapt it

and a HAPPY NEW YEAR

wishlist

What I want for Christmas?
take note XD

Sony Ericson w 705
5 mega pixels camera!
the exact phone for narcissist
slide slide~


iPod touch
cool is not enough to describe this thing
sigh


Jay X Enterbay figure
This is just BAD ASS







last but very not least...

Ta Dang~
Ayumi Hamasaki Premium Countdown Live 2008-2009
this is the 1 i wanted the most
SANTA!
fly me to japan!

ktm

Reason why we should take ktm

to avoid the traffic-jam

Reason why we should not take ktm

to avoid the human-jam

orphans

he left,

he returned

and took her away.

MORE wind!

Assessment 1 of Design Fundamental 2
Submission for 3 tutorials of Computer Graphic 2
Handing up outline for reading portfolio
all in next week
Woo Hooooo

12 pages of analytical studies,
as-u-like pages of simplification and stylization
background research, president studies and design statement
ouch!
i m lazy
regret for choosing the complicated structured windmill!
haiz..
lets see if the windmill swept me away
or I AM IN CONTROL! YO!

BANG

I thought you were
but now i doubt
am i holding back too much?
are you?
things went out of track
atmosphere changed
everytime we open our mouths
slowly turning everything into awkwardness

looks like playmate and soulmate
will never exist in equilibrium
choose either 1 and stick with it


we arent as close as i thought
or maybe
we arent close right from the beginning

2 in 1

another week
assignments started taking over
I am so regret x 3456789876543 times
that I said :" WINDMILL"
u freaking WINDMILL
is leading me into insanity
argh~
I need a dozen of backups
so I can shut the lecturers' mouths up
kakakakaka

I wish to turn time backwards
to whenever before the incident happens
dun get me wrong
its not the WINDMILL thing i m talking about
its...
just w e i r d
haiz...
never thought things messed up in this way by this time
but now
leave those things alone and
i m going for my dinner 'happily'
Happily is the only thing i learned from my English class XD


windmill! HOLLAND! amsterdam!

stabbed

Doing crazy stuffs
and wee wee waa waa all around the hostel
might be fun
but it kinda started to make me feel
a little bit directionless

La La La
fakefakedie zhi han had been
labeled as a
backstabber<---- 不!
and he is so freaking
PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSED
or maybe he just overreacted
but the point is
he did NOTHING
and this statement just popped out from NOWHERE
magician meh..
t(=.=t )

you and you and you just knew each other for how many months again?
yea, not more than 6
so fast got conflict ah
maybe is because " Imusthavefriendsinmyunilife"
so thats why so many problems
and why we are "friends"
hem, what can i say?
the insecurity level with u guys is ridiculous! (familiar?)
fine
learn the lesson and revenge :P




no la
where got so evil..
backstabber *cough*

previously

I think it is somehow an illusion
but reality is reality
last night's presentation was just perfect
i cant resist it
i REALLY do
gonna give credit to u
oh
i m sarcastic

Just finished the first lecture class of my sem 2
the lecturer din even introduce himself
so...
blah blah blah

tuesday's timetable is horrible
wednesday's is beyond horrible
i need more sleep!
SLEEP! more more sleep!
go sleep!

and why are you not updating your blog?

coming up next

You said
"oh, u r such a quiet and serious person."

the next day
"u talked too much, talk a little bit can liao."

wat's next?

result

how sarcastic, everybody is having exam
and i m here talking bout my result...

so, result is out
阿弥陀佛
all pass
but my GPA is kinda low and
there is a slight distance with wat i targeted
I just wish it to/shall/would/could/MUST be at least 3.50
but as long as i m a mediocre in the bunch
i m cool with it
that's my game plan after all XD

so blonde

I am not sure is this the feeling that i should be having...
I just hope wat i did is not over the top
放轻松
柳暗花明又一春
I need to pull back a little bit
=.= erm... really?

Rumor says:
result will be out on wednesday
oh
I am gonna 求神拜佛 for at least ALL PASS
failing in first sem of foundation year memang memalukan
no, NO!
this is not gonna happen to me

i need to start preparing to be nervous...

you and me

Congratulation!
it had been years
but YOU are still able to throw ME
into such misery...

笑我

也许是自己迟钝吧
事情一直都是这个样子
只是自己不愿去正视
对你
我没有过多的抱怨
因为我知道你一直认为我是错的那个
我也没有正正式式
跟你谈过
其实也没有什么好讲的
事情都过了那么久
也没有必要从提
没有人会喜欢一直在伤口上洒盐

人生嘛
总要有点火花
要有多点选择才精彩
你们的抉择也蛮明显的
只是我蒙醒醒罢了


突然觉得很好笑

人生自古谁无死

dear phone
i had taken good care of u for these 3 years
not like somebody who cracked their phones' screen
TWICE!
i know,
u had been attacked by virus
faced battery malfunction and etc etc
but i din give up on u
u are aging
and now
ur time have arrive
u r unstartable and
ur screen just refuse to light up
i can do nothing
so
Rest In :-Peace

31st October

and again
its the end of October
and oso the end of my honeymoon month
i m stil having my boring-ful sem break
but at least i found out something
somebody out there is going through wat i had gone through
sharing similar thought is so so cool
its like
OH? clone! CLONE!
erm,
not really... haha

so, 1 more week of holiday
and i m gonna start spending money on assignments again
NO!
dun drain me up plz..
give me more holidays
although it is nothing else but B O R I N G
i rather stay at home and slowly transform into a
宅男
than going back and deal with assignments

oh ya, for those who are goin to have their 6 weeks more or less sem break,
你们好野!

random

我喜欢倾听心事
我喜欢收集秘密
可以吗?

那个谁谁谁
你能吗?
还有不要一直把责任往他人身上推吧
别人眼睛是雪亮的
几个简单的理由
不足以构成那么大的回响
看来你本身的努力
也居功不少
这一次
你太谦虚了

如果一切都发展得太快
那在还没有没顶之前
还是放缓吧
反正
日子还长着
信心,我没有
又怎样?

2 new family members

yesterday was my grandma's birthday
and a gathering was hold like every year
nah, it is just an excuse for youngsters to gather around
and for my grandma to see all her grandchildren
coz she was like who are u? who's the boy recently.. sigh
"mak yin loi geh?"
"a-han"
after half an hour
"nyai zak he mak yin?"
"a-han"
in hakka, thank you @@

and i get to meet my nephew and niece!
she was 2 months old and has both single and double eyelid! (- . =)?
and my nephew BENJI was being treated like a prince(again)
kids are fun to play with but not him :P


all in all, they are upgrading my status in the family
now i m officially an
uncle

emo in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

it has been a while i didn't post any emo things here.
so
i m gonna start emo-ing
ya, from this second onwards

i m not sure how i treated u
A. is it too nice?
B. or too not nice?
C. or none of the above(?)
and how should i?
i m trying my best to prevent the prince incidence from happening again
if u know wat i m talking about
the unstable-ness keeps coming back to me
and always frustrates me
oh
i should start telling myself
focus on the positive side
focus on the positive side
focus on the positive side


ps: i missed pasar malamssss

after exam

Sunway Lagoon
last friday was the first time i went there
betul-betul katak di bawah tempurung ni
Looi was like wtf when i told him i will be going
and yeah its kinda wtf at first
but, watever~
the + side is, its friday not public holiday, weekend, school holiday
so we can repeat repeat repeat and repeat playing the same thing
WAHAHA
and the - side is, no photos was taken coz nobody wants the camera to be a burden
@#$%^&*
dun u know i m a narcissist who likes to takes loads of photos?!
no la, where got so serious~

ARGHHH! i so wanted to move J.CO and Big Apple to seremban
looks like i m donuts-addicted
and a very serious one XD
to end this
i present u:

study weekend at klang

After English test,
the secret plan is on secara diam-diam...
and i still remember 没有啦!不够位坐
evil evil
5 of us went to chris's house with the name of STUDY
but i know tats not gonna happen in gazillion years

@@ there is a CREEPY head with longblackrealhumanhair in his room

the "sweet" 奸夫淫妇 shot

the 淫妇's head being placed nicely

and hell ya, i m under it
study kononnya, we went out and eat eat and eat

this is the result of taking photo with a mouthful of food @@

continue eat eat eat

and lastly u see us study!
like for not more than 1 hour? lol

did i mention his house is at klang?
how i can i missed out bak kut teh?
OK, now sit still and listen to my roommate's singing
group study?
LMAO

back to seremban

I should start this with a big
WOO HOOOO!

final exam is OVER!
it had been two crazy weeks
erm, but unfortunately not in term of studying~
:P
exam week make us play even harder
release tension mah *shall upload some photos after i edited them
we moved our mini cybercafe from room to room
from kevin's to steve's to chris's and lastly to hk's
should have take more photos
coz wires flying all over is such a magnificent scenery
oh ya
the initial cybercafe idea is group study<---- XD
and again,
i proved that group study doesnt works on me

now, i m having my 3 weeks semester break
3 weeks? u call this semester break?!
ya, they did
after this freaking 3 weeks holiday, its sem 2 and the timetable sucks~
it is like stuffing an elephant into a fridge
and yeah,
i m gonna spend my sem break ALONE in seremban coz i m the only one having holiday
never mind, i already have my own plan
pay my sleeping debts(sleep like TXR the humanpig)
okay~
gonna start my big project now!
SLEEP

pretend not to see me?! XD

I always look forward to meet some familiar faces in mmu
but it isn't as fun (should it be???) as i expected when it happens
all i got was just w.t.f expressions and AWKWARD responses
HEY! hey...
WEI! huh? ei?!
HI! oh.. hi!
HUH? h . u . h...?
HOI! OI! 张志涵哦!

erm..
maybe thats the best way to prevent further embarrassment...
yea, probably~
oh lord,
improve my social skills! :P

wet wet wet

Its a bit late to blog now..
but i just get the photos..
its Tuesday and we went to watch EAGLE EYE(zhihan says MUST WATCH)
after the 50%willfail MLA paper,
kami terus pergi ke bas station macam sudah habis semua exam~

GOD damn it!!! it rained the whole way from putra sentral to alamanda.
and it resulted in:

"chicken which dropped into the soup"


drying up. tiada cara yang lebih baik lah...
and with the tickets

i can't help but this came to my mind INSTANTLY

so,

+=

PUTRA!

i duno it was who's idea to discover putrajaya at night
and by FOOT..
the air quality is soso but the view is ok.
it wasn't F A N T A S T I C but it is rather O K A Y.
its kinda fun coz there is NO cars on the f***ing straight road
i felt like i m the king.
WAHAHA.

@@ the tv need some company mah~


model of the day. and this is my best shot.


curtain falls.

cybercafe

turning a hostel room into a mini-cybercafe
DOTA like there is no tomorrow!

calm before the storm

Tomorrow is my very first paper for my final exam.
but, blogging mood is taking over me so...
here I am.
wtf
I miss holidays
I miss and wan more! yes MORE!
coming back here facing all these stuffs is such a letdown.
a terrible one.
I wana know my marks for all my assignments and yet my lecturers haven't update ANY.
@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!

I think i should go back to my MEDIA APPRECIATION
or else i will fail miserably. XD
and yeah~
its gonna rain again.




update! update!
it RAINED!

is it some kind of reunion?

and again..
I'm the photographer and the model at the same time..
woohooo~
meeting peoples that u have not seen for such a LONG time is
!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
and for those who are still diving around,
its time to float to the surface and meet up.
dun be shy
I know u guys MISS me.
kaka

1st October

is the raining season coming back again?
hem...
well, its October again
September is such a rush with 4 major submission.
so, i will make October my honeymoon month.
Yo~
2 more months till 2008 ends.
Final exam is in the corner while sem 2 is just ahead.
so,
W O O H O O!

and,
I WANT THE GOLD COATS
and turn them into wallet, shoe, phone cover, bag, cap, belt and etc etc etc!

let's go to the airport

WOW!
BRAVO!
They are really pushing the limits!
Good try!
I wonder,
how speechless can a person be?
=.=''? =.='''? =.=''''? =.='''''? =.='''''? =.=''''''? =.='''''''? =.=''''''''? =.='''''''''? =.=''''''''''?

ops, they did it again

These things just never end.
Its time to learn instead of mumbling all day long.
Handling them in a more mature way?
How on earth are you going to deal with these peacefully/rationally?
tihs llub.

It is preventable?
NO it isn't.
erm maybe.
it all depends on the opponents.
erm, sometimes.

inspirationless blogger

I am in a blogging mood now.
but i have nothing to blog about.
so,
what can i write?
Life in Uni?
yea. Its getting more and more and more interesting now.
u get to know new things.
example:
They call 梳打饼--->咸饼instead of 梳打饼.
why 咸饼? cause its square and it looks like 咸带.
how interesting. @@
but, i think 梳打饼 is wwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy better.
Now, I have 1 week holiday and i m gonna finish 家好月圆.
wish me good luck.

SKELETOBOT

Tak Tidur for 2 night just to get this done.
my RM10 version {{SKELETOBOT}}
haha.

before assessment.


and for the LOL.
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OMG, i am gonna die

DESIGN FUNDAMENTAL
you are driving me CRAZY
I am not gonna give you a damn after this!
<24hours>KA BOOoooooM!

I DEFEATED U! DAMN BUNNY

my new high score for this bunny-hoping game!
WEEEE
www.orisinal.com

HIGHER HIGH SCORE!

Any copying or similar images may result in the students getting an automatic "0" mark.

Today is the submission day, so hardworking-zhihan finished his work days ago.
and TAAAA DAAAAHHHH! This is wat i had done!

I were sososososo relax until
happens...


OKAY?! This is her poster and?! copy? COPY? copy...
@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@
there are tons of similar things all around lah... duh...



FINE. Since this is TOO common, i decided to re-do my assignment in less than 24 hours.
brave-zhihan pops out from no where! weeeeeeee

MEANWHILE, let me show u some of those NICE one

(dun scream in excitement k?)
and those NOISY one


empty vessels make the most noise. so, u know...
and not forgetting ROOMMATE'S one


and MY final

I bet this time nobody will claim that i copy her/his.