I should write a song about me

I let myself down

I can be better and should be better

but I just screw things up when my nerves kick in or thats just me being me

I am not a social butterfly but damn I felt like a freaking social cocoon

so noob, so shy, so passive, so metapod

I am well aware that I am not that kind of ideal guy people are looking for

I have so much flaw in me that I cant fix or should I say I dont even have the urge to fix it

I am who I am, like me for me

ok last two statements are just excuses for me to act like an idiot

yea what had happened happened, now I can just sit here and type out this bloody blog post to make myself feel better or at least having a record here for me to laugh at myself in the future

Owh.. I am like an emo boy blogging about some emo little stuffs

and noticed how many times I used the word I, me, myself XD

I am such a narcissistic self-centered bitch

but behind this mask of ultra-confidence lies a fragile self-esteem, which is vulnerable to the slightest criticism

so be good to me